Thursday, June 25, 2009

No surge yet

I am CD 12 with no surge yet. No big surprise there, I usually ovulate late. I am concerned about this cycle as much as I try not to be. I am supposed to call when I get the surge and have the IUI that day or the next. That's great except if I get the surge on saturday I'm screwed b/c my RE doesn't have weekend hours. So I will not get to have the IUI and this cycle will be a waste, I will have taken clomid for nothing!! So saturday is the only day that I don't want to get the surge.

I HATE not knowing if I am even going to have a chance this cycle.
I HATE having no control over TTC.
I HATE having that uneasy feeling in my heart.
I HATE having to wait so long to be a mom.

I am going to take deep breaths and get on with my night.

2 comments:

Jen said...

grrr! i hope you don't surge on sat too! ugh! your RE should have weekend hours!!!! easy for me to say... but still. i'm so tired of the TTC calendar being in charge of everything we do... i hope this is your cycle!!!

Shannon said...

The unknowns of TTC are so hard but just know you arent alone and many people are pulling for you. I hope your surge comes at the right time and you are able to have the IUI.