I'm back...

....and so is AF!! I hate that b**ch!!

I have had two days to digest this but needless to say, I am not happy. Of course those "phantom symptoms" gave me hope which made this month more upsetting. My boobs stopped hurting and I started getting cramps on thursday so I had a feeling it was coming. I started friday morning, but didn't have alot of time to be sad b/c we were on our way to the White House tour. I cried for a minute while waiting in line but that was it. DH got tears in his eyes when I told him that I wasn't pregnant....he has never done that before. We were busy sightseeing the rest of the day, so that kept me from getting too upset. We had a great time in Washington DC...considering!!!

This officially marks ONE YEAR of TTC!!! I can't believe that we are in this situation. It sucks!!

I have my 1st RE appointment tomorrow. I am pissed I even have to go to a infertility specialist but I guess if I am having trouble getting pregnant, he is the man to see. I am anxious about it but DH is going with me and we are just going to ask/answer questions and hopefully come up with a plan. I will let you know what happens.....