Today is a BAD day. I haven't been able to talk about how I am feeling without crying.
First off, we haven't gotten the DQ alpha results back yet...might get them tomorrow or Monday. DH & I have been so nervous about these results. These results could come back fine or they could tell us we will never be able to have children together (if we are a 100% match) unless we use a surrogate!! This is worse than ANY wait we have had to date. It is agonizing waiting to find out if you can have children with your husband!!
I can't eat and when I do my stomach gets all messed up. All the stress is really screwing with my body.
Beside that, I am dealing with A LOT of crap with my Dad's estate that I can't even get into, but I do have one example. DH & I had to take some furniture from my Dad's house in STL to his other house 2 hours away. I get anxious going to this house because its the house my parents built to retire in and live the rest of there lives. It makes me so sad that they both died before they could enjoy it. Anyway I am getting off the subject...SO as soon as we got on the highway one of the mattresses flew out of the truck and hit a car and now we are dealing with that. I just can't catch a FUCKING break. I just want to be able to come up for air......
I know it could always be worse..BUT it could be better too!!
If these results come back that we are a 100% match I don't know what I will do. I can't handle much more!! PLEASE let the results be good!!!!
Thursday, September 9, 2010
Stressed
Posted by Jessica at 2:48 PM
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I know this is a really hard wait for you. Hang in there...
On another note...did the mattress hit the road before it hit the car? I believe if it hits the road first than it's not your fault. Something to do with as a driver you need to give yourself enough stopping distance. Something similar happened to a friend of mine years ago. The case was dropped because the object hit the road first. Just a thought.
Oh, sweetie. This all sucks. I am so sorry you are going through so much shit! I'm keeping my fingers crossed about the test, and I hope everything else gets better soon. It just has to, right?
Hang in there. I'm thinking of you.
xo
Oh Jess - I'm so sorry you're having a hard day as well. :( I hope you guys are NOT a match and that dream won't be taken away.
((hugs))
*Shaking my fist at the Universe for you*
Jess, I'm sorry things have been so rough for the last few weeks/months/years. Sending a virtual bottle of wine and hugs.
Praying for you girl! I really hope the results come back good. It will be ok.
Praying for you xoxo
I'm so sorry! The shitty luck fairy strikes again:(
Sending hugs and lots of prayers your way!
I hope you don't have to wait for the results much longer - there is no easy way around waiting. I am crossing my fingers that you get the results you want! Oh the mattress, you poor thing! You really do need to catch a break. Thinking of you...
Praying for good news!
Oh Jessica! I have no idea why you just constantly get slapped with the shitty card. I am praying that you catch a break with this test.
If there is anything I can ever do I am not that far away!
I am so sorry for all you are dealing with. YOu've been in my prayers every day and will continue to be.
oh man I am so sorry. I really hope life will let you come up for air soon.
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