Wednesday, September 2, 2009

Happy Birthday to me!!

Today I am 30!!!

I am not really freaked out by that number...well maybe a little. The only reason I care is b/c I am still not pregnant after 15 months. I always wanted to have baby by the time I was 30. I guess I could still have a baby at the age of 30 if I get pregnant soon. I realize that my "plan" is not working out the way I had hoped so I am letting it go. It creates to much anxiety...like I am trying to meet a deadline. So as I turn 30 I am leaving behind all the TTC "plans" I had previously made and understand that I WILL be a mother someday.

** I wrote this post before I left for our trip so it would automatically post on my birthday since I am sipping drinks on the beach in Cozumel.**

14 comments:

Jess said...

Happy 30th Birthday Jess! I hope you get the best gift of all...a BFP!

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Jen said...

happy birthday!!!!!!!! hope you enjoy it! hang in there :-)

Lindsay said...

Happy Birthday! Hope you're enjoying your trip!

Melissa said...

Happy 30th! I hope you are enjoying Cozumel and all it's wonderful sun.

I really like your attitude on turning 30 & letting your plan go. I think I'm adopting the same plan as well :)

Lyryn said...

Happy birthday! I came across your blog and my heart breaks for you. I’m interested in hearing about your journey and know that you have people praying for you. :)

Anonymous said...

Happy birthday! I hope your having a great vacation!!

Shanny said...

Happy Birthday!!!!!!

Melissa G said...

Happy Birthday!!!!

Hopre you're having a wonderful time!!!

Jessica said...

Hope you have a Happy Birthday!

I just turned 30 too! I always thought I'd be a mom by 30 as well...guess it goes to show that there are bigger and better plans for us:) Take care and have fun on your vacation!

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Anonymous said...

Happy Birthday! Have an awesome vacation!

Anonymous said...

Happy Birthday! Have an awesome vacation!

Annie said...

happy birthday!!
hope you have a wondering trip!! :)

you are in my prayers as you continue your journey.

Cassie12 said...

Happy Birthday. Not sure how I came across your blog but I think it was Kelly's Korner.
Anyway, I just wanted to post that my daughter had the same goal - to have a baby by 30....well, it didn't happen but she did end up being pregnant while 30 so it all worked out. She took femara, which is a breast cancer drug and was able to get pregnant first or second month (can't remember) - also I sent another friend to my daughter's doctor and she also got pregnant on femara. Now, my daughter has had another baby - and no help needed.
Hoping you had a great birthday in Cozumel.
Susan
Redwood City, CA

Jess said...

I need your email again...sorry, it was accidentally deleted by my honey when he was fixing something for me (he cleared my enitre inbox)! :(

Just e-mail me again, so I can have it! :)

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