Wednesday, August 12, 2009

Hospital visits

The visits to the hospital to see each of our friends newborns was fine. They were so sweet and innocent....how could I be in a bad mood while I was holding them. The only time the sadness leaked in was when DH was gazing and smiling at the babies while holding them. I wish that was our baby, but I didn't let myself get too upset so it went fine overall.

In TTC news, I am CD 30 and had a bit of cramping this morning so I fully expect AF to show up tomorrow...right on schedule. It sucks but I am not totally upset yet b/c I haven't started yet. If I do I hope she comes tomorrow b/c of our upcoming trip. It worked out that we will be gone on my 30th b-day (Sept. 2nd) and we should have time to do another IUI right before we leave.
I guess I will just wait, we shall see....

6 comments:

Jen said...

oh i hope she doesn't show... but if she does, that would be great timing for another IUI!

Amy said...

I hope the cramps aren't AF and a sign of pregnancy! Thinking of you!

Melissa said...

Hoping AF doesn't show...

Melissa G said...

Glad to hear that your visit went better than expected. Isn't it strange how it's harder to see DH with a baby, than it is to hold one in your own arms?... That always gets me.

Here's to AF staying long gone.

Shannon said...

ohhh my birthday is September 4th, its a great month for birthdays:-)
Heres to hoping AF doesnt show and you get an awesome 30th birthday present :-) But if she does here is to hoping that this year WILL be the year for us! ;-)

Jess said...

You are so strong and sweet...I will never forget the time I held my friends baby in the hospital and G gave me the saddest look like he wanted to say "this should be our baby (not my friend's kid but us in the hospital)! I think seeing their reaction is harder than our own.

UMMM...you need to post woman! Did AF come or is my friend pregnant? God, I'm praying your impregnatated...I need to spoil a baby! :)

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